how could it be a religion?

My heart goes out to the victims and families latest bombing in London.

Bomblasting and killing innocent people in the most barbaric manner?? also indescreminate way of hatered towards human being.

I don`t believe in human sacriface for the name or religion at all.<full stop>

this particularly religious people got mixed up between religion and politics.

how could i be a follower of the religion as such? when i know it`s totally way out of my human nature to believe it.

I once as a muslim, and I am pretty lucky that I have such a strong will power not to be in it for that long.

The experiences back in indonesia as muslim was not strong enough to support my foundamental belive of this religion.
Those were caused by lack of explainations from the muslim leader or teacher back then.
They refused to answer my questions regards to many aspects of muslim`s practices.
I pretty much not allowed to ask too many questions.

I brought up in the strickish way of muslims society, and I guess I never took it as serious as others any way.

When I was 20 I was living together with an english man whom suspected as a murderer and got away with it and reside in Indoesia. I didn`t know until about two years later recieved a phone call from London crime investigation unit, He told me that he was after my partner at the time.
He warned me to get away from him and he was capable of hurting me and others.

The alligations above made by police were totally make sense, as they all fit in into the catagory of his behaviour. I recognised all above with out doubt, as those were treatment i recieved from him in weekly bases.

I woke up sometimes in terrified state, as he often shaked my body in my deep sleep in his drunken state.

One day we had an argument and it was pretty heavy and almost got my self killed by his action.

What disgust me the most was, that The muslim community that I was living in were not doing anything to help, but throwing little stone to the balcony. I was screaming my lungs out for help but....amazingly no body called the cops.


I deeply disapointed by the muslim society who had no curtousy of helping some one in the most crucial moments.
Where is the solidarity to human being?
Where is the humane instinct? the decent human being who could react to certain scenario in the daily basis.

so i guess I have nothing to belive in the muslim that i had experienced.


peace

yeni

Hi Yeni, I am also from Indonesia ! I was a muslim once until I read the Quran in a language I cld understand. The most shocking thing was to learn that Muhamad was a paedophile; marrying Aisha at SIX, when he was 53. THAT IS TRULY SICK !

In England, I can go safely church now on a Sunday or attend Xmas mass without having to face harrassment, human bombs or beheadings.

Sadly, the Brits dont understand how dangerous Islam is. Now 40% muslims in UK clearly want the shariah in Britian. If this happens, I might as well go back home.

PS: your story is quite shocking. Glad you're safe now.
I also had an Indonesian muslim friend in London who was harrassed by her Muslim landlady. In the end she told the landlady that Christians are nicer than Muslims; Christians help without "pamrih" (not expecting anything in return). So, without realising I converted somebody away from Islam, with a little help from Muslims of course. You can always expect Muslims to embarrass themselves. Don't you think ?

Yeni - I just found your comments from last year. I know of many testimonies like yours and you are right, Islam is a religion hostile to humanity especially to women and children. Of course my definition of hostility is a mix of Biblical reference, common sense, and knowing the difference between right and wrong. We are all born into life innocent and free of sin and malice. What we become is a result of what we are taught, how we are trained, and how these practices are inforced. When your only motivation is programmed, not felt or developed and without freedom of choice, and your are taught that the only reason you live is to help conquer the world for your purpose or agenda then you do what you are programmed to do without thought or choice. No matter if people get hurt or die in the process of accomplishing the objective. I'm sorry you had to experience the hurt you did and I pray you are O.K. now. I would like to hear about your life now. Thank God, Father of Jesus Christ, that you escaped your bondage. Please correspond if you see this response. Fred

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